hold me tight
and we will run together
to experience the Love of GOD
the Love of GOD that we shared
just YOU and ME*
He holds me close and say three words like He used to do just three words Jesus Loves You-
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, February 18, 2005
Halo pple... heez... i'm back again! yah, me hasnt been blogging for a loooong time. hahaha... i know my post was in high demand by some of you (sorry, but let me thickskin for a while, can? *ding ding ding*).
Being very busy this sem... this was totally out of my expectation!! i tot i would be the "sing nan"est person this sem, having to take just one chem module and 4 other "jak parang" module. BUT, the funny thing is i was even more busy than last sem (last sem i took 5 chem modules lor, supposedly to be siong one lor). lots of projects and essays to do... term tests coming too... every week kstill have to do lab report!! alamak, what is this man... never expected that my last sem would be so so "memorable".
now in sci lib computer cluster, was listening to a webcast lecture which is so boring that i was literally falling asleep alr, so decided to give up... but will definitely had to go through the whole webcast lect anyway as i alr bontank all the lectures of this module... hahaha....
today my group was doing a presentation on General Motors Co. in tutorial class. we only started preparing on tues, cos everyone had to rush for lab report over the weekend. (yah, talking abt lab report, let me side track for a while ah... i got to thank God for really guiding me through the night, or should i say early morning. Thank you, my Father for granting me with wisdom, keeping me alert and even by Your Grace, make me complete my report earlier than i expected so that i can get some sleep.) yeap... back to the presentation thing yah... yesterday actually stayed at sch to brush up on our presentation till 10pm!!! so in the end, me, huiyi and layhwee decided to share cab home. to get a cab at 10pm in nus campus (a place where niao bu la shi and gou bu sheng dan) was nearly mission impossible. we actually intended to walk all the way to a taxi stand at NUH. but Thank God for His provision, we managed to get a cab when we were some where near NUH. Thank God also for hearing my prayer and protecting me, my friends and the cab uncle as we made our way home, cos the uncle was driving so fast.... today, just 1 hour before my tutorial class, during which my group will need to do the presentation, i was rehearsing what i needed to said, when i suddenly realised that my points were quite out of focus. started to panic then.... felt quite lost at that point of time... tried to called to regi to get some console at least, but he didnt answered.... shortly after, saw one of my group mate, hui boon. so i poured out all my emotions to her, but she couldnt help much too... (sorry, hb, to give you that stressed cum "sian ji bua" look earlier..heez...)... so no choice liao lor, just present what i had lor... i just prayed to God for peace.
i dun know when i realised this, but this thought somehow came to me. why God was not my first thought when i was in distress? instead, i depend on dear and friends around for support... in fact, this was not the first time i rely on friends for emotional support and only to realise much later that it was actually God who has faithfully stay by my side and comfort my soul all these while... i believe God is continuingly asking me to trust in Him, trust in His unfailing love...
O Heavenly Father, convince my heart that You are who You are, for You are the One and Only who sees my heart and hears my faintest cry. Let not me lose sight of You, O Lord. Forgive me, O Father, for my own righteousness. Let not me depend on my own strength but to draw from You, from Your strength alone. Let not my heart be faint but to trust in You, in Your unfailing love. For God, Your name is love! May my lips sing praises to You and my heart dances with joy in Your presence all day long. Amen!
In His Grace,
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
ReGiNaLd & CiNdY
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